Bubbles

I got a txt today from a friend asking me if my computer was broken? haha  The funny thing is, she is the second person this week asking me what was going on in this regard. … I have been trying to think thru why i stopped all together and how to put it in the right words etc.. but what it comes down to really, is that i felt myself becoming negative while i was writing.. Like the only thing that could come out, was ‘venting’… and i don’t want to be like that and i don’t want to write like that… so, i just stopped. Yes, i have been going thru some hard stuff these last few months… and it might have helped to have my usual outlet to let off some of that… but for those of you that know know me best.. know that i don’t totally say everything anyway!  haha  So,  i just needed this time to regroup and hopefully get my positive ‘miki-ness’ back in order. (smile)  I have had help in that area, Gavin!  Him and his words, i swear. The other night, he comes out of the bathroom.. “i just had an epiphany!” … first of all, who uses that word??? let alone a 6yr old!! so, what was his ‘epiphany’?  ”i bet if we left right now! we could still get to the ice cream place before it closes”.. haha  and tonight i was going out to dinner with Mia… Gav and i were at Target running errands first.. and he is like, “so mom, what are you gonna wear tonight?”.. haha  umm well, son  haha  and i kinda go through what i THOUGHT i was going to be wearing.. “umm i don’t think so mom, you should probably wear something a little nicer”  haha  Seriously, this is my 6yr old SON..  ”don’t worry mom, when we get home, we will go into your closet.. it is a good thing that you have me for advice.”  hahahahaha  i almost crapped!  … so, after we got home, and he took his shower and i dressed MYSELF, thank you very much.. He came in and when i asked if my outfit met his approval.. i swear, he gave me the up and down look-over and “uuhhh yeah, you look very nice.. now lets go in the closet and see what shoes you should wear”  (smile)  It really is a good thing that he knows what he is talking about, because some kids would send their moms out with rainbow shirts and snoopy rainboots or something.. so, as sassy as he is.. at least my boy has style!  hahaha