Can you write what you want for your ‘perfect man’? When you … kind of .. have one?? (smile)
I have been up, tossing and turning since about 3am.. not over this ’subject’.. i have just been up.. i am sick and i went to bed like at 8pm..
So, let’s see.. i am trying to remember what some of the things were at 3am..
-spiritual leader/ Godly man
-someone that will look at my son… and NOT see Tim’s child
-someone that will not be threatened by the man that came before him
-i want someone that sees.. me ..
-not only a mommy
-not Tim’s wife
-not the girl with headaches
…. just me…
-yep, and i need someone that will not see my daily struggle with pain.. as ‘baggage’
-and my son is NOT baggage either…
-.. i need someone to understand my desire and hunger for missions.. and serving in the church and my desire to raise my son in that same fashion
-i want a ‘man’ and not a boy!
-someone who can communicate or who has the capacity to learn!
-someone that i can trust..
-that i can love
-that i can ‘let’ love me.. and my son
-someone that will make me laugh
-and will let me be feisty
-i need someone who will challenge me
- and most of all… i want someone who will make me WANT to be a better woman…
…….. i am sure that there are more things to add to this list… and i might keep adding later.. but right now??? i think that i am good..
hugs to all of you
